My therapist mentioned a few months ago that at somepoint we would have to say goodbye to each other. That hit me so hard, if you think about it clearly it makes sense, one of us could move, she is going to retire at somepoint, or I might get better. But I was still so shaken by the thought of life without her, I didn't know what to do. Your dream is probally due to your not being ready to end your relationship with your therapist, something that I'm not ready to do either.