Sarah, I probably haven't told you that you really impress me, but you do. Your responses to people here are always supportive and insightful, and I'm glad that you are here. I am not at all surprised to read that you are a person who has lived a difficult life and who accepts it and accepts herself and appreciates the things that are good in life, and is at peace with the universe. I don't mean to put pressure on you to always be that way - you can ask for support too, and lean on us when you need to or want to.