Hey guys. I just need to tell someone how I feel. 'Cause I know I need help but I'm scared to get help, 'cause this kind of thing isn't the kind of thing people wanna hear. I mean, no one sits around thinking, 'I want someone to come in and tell me they hate themselves and they're depressed and they cut themselves and they're so damned miserable'.
'Cause I am. I think I'm depressed. But I'm not sure. And I feel guilty for being depressed because I don't have a real reason. I mean, on these boards, people have REASONS to feel how they feel and I just totally don't. But I'm so apathetic and so...empty.
I don't know what to do or say anymore.