Also if this does get fixed do i ever i dont know actually somebody she cares about. 4 months i think she liked and cared about me but i destroyed that. Something tells me that my want for her to like and care about me goes beyond just my sexual attraction to her. Also a problem had arose. There was a raid planned on her that i called of . Anon dosent like raids getting called of. The raid were the standard R @ D threats fake deliveries. However felonies were planned and would easily spiral out of control like typical raids do and the end result would her easily bieng fired and probaly arrested. Anon wouldnt be tracked down and i would take the fall. Obviously nothing has and/or will happen. Do i talk to her about this. This is what makes me feel so bad because i would sink so low to destroy her. I want to tell her this and apoligize and all that. But im afraid. If what i said to her this past monday threatened her, than the threat of this would be devastating. When i mean destroy her life i meant annilate. Anon has been spamming death threats to me and hacked my email. I dont know what to do. On one side my shame has been hurting me like hell. on the other the only way to get rid of it is to tell her. If i tell her i probally would get kicked out of school or possibly even arrested.