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Originally Posted by wpowers
1st - good for you for telling!
2nd - T is right - like it or not. I know - feels odd. But the fact is that no one can make you want to live. Or me either! And the bottom line is that we have to come to a point where we choose to live for US.
Take this time to really look inside and see what it is you like about you. T was giving you some pointers - some starting fuel. Take that and see what you can add to it. And take the time to really find out what life means to you. Because in the end, you have to sleep in your own skin. :-)
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I mean, it's obvious it's my choice. I know I can choose to live or die...this is nothing new.
I had to explain this to her as well: any suicidal thought that crosses my mind isn't because I don't like myself; it's to end pain, or to put the end to what, at the time, looks like a bleak future that I don't want to be a part of. It's not about punishing myself or hating myself.
I just wish I got something more than a blank stare and a dismissive comment.
