Maybe he hasn't helped you if you are talking about overdosing on valiun or whatever else you may have. I also thought a woman therapist wasn't going to help, yeah if you have convinced yourself that then it won't. What has happened here is no longer therapy, it is a different kind of relationship, it can be great if you both want that, and for life? To consider suicide when it does end shows that it wasn't therapeutic after all, suicide is not the outcome therapy has in mind for a "goal". Reporting him, well I am a softie, if I encouraged it which it sounds like you did not object to, I could not then report this man either, if it was against my wishes then, yeah you should. I know Doc John, you'll disagree with me, I'm sorry. In a long, difficult, struggle through life and it's experiences, I found out through the "hard" way there is no man in this world worth "checking out" (suicide) over, so please re-consider!! I've been there, in time I found out it is not worth it!!! Please do not give up on yourself, do not give up on life, it may not be perfect, but we only get one time around. Take care and think about the replies you've had here, they are not meant to hurt you, may be to save you some pain that others have already felt.
"darkeyes"