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Originally Posted by moonrise
It's so hard when our T's don't meet our expectations for things, even when we consider them basic things any normal person would say (or not say).
You may find that your T has reasons for phrasing things the way she did, or that she simply didn't know what you needed at the time. You needed reassurance that she cared. You could even say that to her.
Hold on to the ways you remember her caring. I know I go back and forth a lot about if my T likes me/cares about me. And I've found that if I can remember the times when I felt cared for by her, it makes the other times easier to get through.
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That's a really good idea. Thank you!
I know I'm running around in circles with my replies, but I still can't fathom her response. Especially after working with me for nearly a year and a half, I would have assumed my life meant enough in the very least that she would have given me
something not so dismissive.
My mind constantly takes this and runs: what if I hadn't screwed up, and I had died. Would she have cared? What if I were to die in the next two weeks: would she wish she had said something different?
I would have been okay with her saying something like "you idiot...what the ****?" That would have at least been laced with some emotion.
Maybe I'm just over-thinking this.
