Welcome to the human race.

Yes, you have had a hard life. Look around you. So have I. Ask any person posting in this thread if their life has always been kittens and rainbows. I am betting not.

That does not justify your vindictive behavior and you know it.

What is it that you want from PsychCentral? Are you looking for people to agree with you and say, she deserved it, you did the right thing? Are you feeling guilty? Are you upset because things aren't turning out the way you want? Are you lost and cannot find your direction?

I don't understand what kind of help you want. Did you even look at the link I posted about oppositional defiance disorder?