Thank you, everyone.....This is very helpful.

My T has been pushing me to share more in group, and I'm very frustrated that he keeps making it an issue. Knowing that I've had a history of mental, physical and sexual abuse, he should know that it's difficult for me...

Add to that, the fact that this is the same group where I was called a drama queen and then told that he doesn't believe what I say is true, it makes it that much harder to want to disclose anything for fear of being judged, called a liar, dismissed, etc. (BTW, this guy and I are trying to repair the damage done by his expressions towards me - and he realizes that he's projecting his relationship with his mother onto me).

Now, this isn't the same guy that is frustrated with me for not sharing. Different guy. I do believe his intentions are pure and he's trying to be caring in his own way.

I just don't see how I need any more stress on my plate...and being put on the spot and prodded to disclose and share more is really making me uncomfortable.

The goal is to "lean into the discomfort" according to my T....Well, good for him. That's not working for me right now. I have enough discomfort IRL....