Hey Amazon... negative intrusive thoughts are a typical part of bipolar disorder. It's not unusual at all for you to have a normal mood, no suicidal ideation and have thoughts that are preoccuppied about death or have thoughts about your death or more 'passive' suicidal thoughts. I don't want to say this is 'normal' but it is typical. I deal with it daily at this point. I have times where I feel great but yet still think about hurting myself or think about suicide even thought I have no urges. The point you should be really concerned is when the urges start to come around, but I know you know that.

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