whoa whoa whoa....all I can say is tonight's session gave me so much food for thought. I am processing like crazy but need to keep it in my heart right now. T self disclosed much more than usual including something related to last year's ruptures and some countertransference (although he didn't use that word he explained something) I am blown away. I have so much to process.

I guess somehow the baggage I was feeling was related to unresolved issues between T and me, and I hope/think his disclosure has opened up the door I was looking for to continue. I can see the direction now whereas yesterday it all felt so dark. The relationship has to be real for me to continue forward and every once in a while I need some evidence.

Wow.