thats kind of hard. I mean for one. I dont know you guys personally or at all. Her i know nothing about. Makes sense (sarcasm) Obviously if i mention Mr.Felony i get thrown out of school., but that bothers me Right now literally 4 hours ago, me and my gf are ... gone. Thats right im devastated. The wall i thought i built in my head to filter out remorse and sadness is broken to pieces. I cant talk to her. thank you for all the advice.