No i haven't tried that. thanks for the info. I think I will finally call pnp this week. i keep putting it off - but things are getting bad. I'm increasing the buspar and will run out, irritability is up, temper is being lost regularly (?!?!), crying all the time now... i really don't understand. and now, just for added fun, my old "accident proneness" is back. But hey - at least my memory and grad school level vocab has returned!