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I dont know where to turn for this issue.
I have been told by 4 health care providers I have PTSD do to ending a abusive relationship that lasted for 13 years.
I have lost everything I have owned,and even my two children.
I just recently starting having very vivid nightmares about the the moment I finally got away.
I have been put on considerable amounts of trazodone,effexor XR and zanax. But I still cant sleep through the night.
I have sought out theropy for this issue,and that to is extensive.
But I still cant seem to climb out of this deep dark hole that it feels Ive fell into.
I think alot of the pain is centered around feeling the loss of my children.
The void I guess.
I miss their touch,their support.
Who is suppose to support you through loosing your support??!!!!
I do have a wonderful boyfriend. But it still isnt the same,as feeling my kids arms around my waist,and hearing them say "its okay mommy".
I just need somewhere to turn when Im having days like today.
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