Okay- no i'm going. I spoke with my mother again today, and she agreed that maybe i'm not ready to do the education thing. Anyone can go to University these days, it means nothing. And she said if i want to do it in the future, for the sake of a career, then i will be supported.

She also said she'd bring her chair which she uses to feed the baby with downstairs so that i will be accessable and i'll not feel neglected.

Oh i can't wait to taste that Scottish air! It makes me so sleepy, sorts my sleeping problems right out!