Fuzz...No need to apologize. If my posts help me, and in some way help you or anyone to get thoughts out..then this forum site is doing more then anyone could have hoped...right?
Please know that I am glad you are posting.
I write a zillions times better then I can verbalize in words. And you can bounce anything off of me.
I know the pain. I know the deepness of the sadness and the frustration.
I know Fuzzybear....