oh my sweet fuzzy wuzzy honey bear.....i applaud you for taking a stand and opening up so much.....you have done nothing wrong so don't be scared.....healthcare systems especially for mental health are very different in the uk and the usa.....and yes..we are very lucky here...i pray that you find someone who truly understands your plight.....and fuzzy.please hold on to hope and when you feel yourself slipping.i'm always here for you....