Elsie
I don't think you could be any worse than me. I'm not safe either, and I am pretty hateful myself. I hurt people and I hurt myself sometimes. I've done stuff that if you or anyone knew about, I think that no one would want to get near me. I really hate myself most of the time and I take it out on every one else and either hurt them or me. So I don't want anyone to know me either.
BUT--I'm not happy this way. I think you post because you really want people to hear what you say. Just like me. I am afraid to tell stuff, really afraid. But I tell stuff and no one tells me to go away and no one hates me.
You can pm me and tell me stuff, just put "to Vicki" in the subj. and w_i won't read it. Just me.
Vicki