Since I went to my therapy session on Tuesday, my emotions have been running pretty high. Most of the emotions I have been feeling are that of anger and of frustration. Anger from the realization of all the emotional abuse I have just taken forever, and the frustration that my mother will never get it. Nor will she ever change her ways.

So this weekend I'm avoiding her, b/c I think I might say something bad, and make the situation even worse. I think I might see if I can see the therapist again this week, because I'm having problems sorting all these feelings out.