fuzzy,

Im moved to tears at your post and wish there was a way i could reach out and get you to hold tight.

I can feel your frustration and disappointment.

What I want to say is have you looked at alternatives?

I find myself strangely willing to share with you. I have a therapist that I pay for privatley - £30 per 2 hr session. We talk about everything and work in some wonderful ways, we have drawn, painted, toys, lots of things. She wrapps me up in a blanket. What im saying Fuzzy is that there are alternatives to the NHS. Yes its expensive and I dont know your financial situation. Have you looked ion the Person Centred Therapy web site? That will give you some ideas about possible places to contact/therapists that you could see. Im sure there is someone out there for you that can help. Please dont think all is lost. Its not Fuzzy, its just that you might have to go out there and find it yourself. Im sending you good will, love and warm cosy cuddles.

Audrey and all the girls ((((((((((((((((((((fuzzy)))))))))))