Is anyone else critical of other people's weight or looks? I feel terrible about it but I'm very critical of the way other people look. The strange this is I know I do it b/c it's how I feel about myself and how I think other people view me. I'll notice if my friends gain or lose weight. I'll notice if there's a little roll here or how if they look big in something. I never say these things to them, it's only in my head. I over analyze the way they look, the same way I do to myself. I feel like such a horrible person but I can't help it. I also do it to strangers too.
I also get upset with my friends who are so happy and comfortable with their weight. When I see them eating whatever the want and not even caring or making a comment. It makes me so angry.
I hate being like this but I can't help it. Am I the only one that does this?
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