I'm not taking any other medication or anti-depressants (part of the reason that I don't wan to take medication if I was in a position to do so)
It may be a side affect of the birth control at least partially. I don't have any doctors to ask, really. I am going to a new place for my birth control in a month and maybe the person I see there will be helpful...it's kind of hit-or-miss with these free-clinic planned parenthood type of places. I'll do my best to ask.

But something makes me think it's more than that...would my sexual organs/self just SHUT DOWN totally? maybe it is just the birth control. I have a few weeks where I won't be taking it (starting tomorrow) until my new appt on Feb. 1 and so we'll see if I feel any different until then.