I believe when I am done I will have contributed my family legacy, how pathology ran down the generations that still affect my family today. As the actual Holocaust survivors die off, they are relizing that not forgetting was not enough, they gad to speak out and let their testimonies be recorded because it has happened again; COL Pol Pot's killing fields, Somalia, Kosevo and the worst thing of all..the Holocaust denial campaign or "Holohoax". Can you imagine going through something as horrific as genocide and within your lifetime hearing and seeing people say "that never happened"? Remember when I wrote about the abuse survivors who confronted their abusers who denied the abuse. Although one is small scale and the other 6 million times larger are you seeing a corellation? I just want to tell my family's testimony. Is that such an emotionally unhealthy thing. Once edited and complete, it will go to Yad vashem in Israel, The Simon Weisenthal Center and The Holocaust Center in Washington D.C.