Wow, you've got a lot going on.

I'm not sure I understand completely -

You are currently working. Do you have health insurance? You are seeing a therapist currently. Are you still seeing a psychiatrist or somebody that prescribes psychiatric meds?

You have been physically abused at least once. Does your husband emotionally abuse you? Does he put you down, restrict what you can and cannot do, call you names, anything like that going on?

Please keep posting in Psychcentral. You will find lots of support here.