I'm so sorry that the past few years have had so much suffering, so much hell for you.
I agree that professional counseling would be very important for you. You have been through many excruciating, traumatic experiences, which would likely explain why you have the many difficulties that you mentioned. Were you abused or otherwise mistreated as a child?
Perhaps marriage counseling could be given more of a chance than that one session. After all, it sounds like what the counselor said:
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we are emotionally divorced, and that we either need to get divorced and move on or start over
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is pretty accurate.
It was good to hear that your husband could be responsible and gentle with you last night. Perhaps, with a lot of effort, your relationship can survive.
It was great to hear about your two wonderful boys. Getting and keeping yourself healthy, and seeing that you are treated properly in a healthy relationship, are really important parts of taking care of them.
A counselor will be able to help you move towards a healthier path. One way to help yourself would be to take all medications as prescribed.
Please post again soon and let us know how you are doing.