Hey

So at the moment I'm going through all the finding the docs to find out what's wrong so haven't got diagnosis yet. All I have are some medical people suggesting its bipolar, or Dysthymia or major depression, whatever with anxiety.

A lot of people i'm close to assume I'm bipolar and tonight, I'm really starting to flip out. I spent the day tired, down and out of reality just to suddenly switch to more out of reality to hyperactivity and needing to do things and move consistently. I was out at a social event and I think I kinda freaked some people out. i annoyed security at where we had dinner with my need to run to places and twirl everywhere.

I'm only starting to come down now- so it lasted from about 4 hours. not long. Was confused at the time if I should of went to the hospital as at one stage i was going to go to a park, nearly in my underwear but got dressed but i was stopped by my partner. It really late and some rough people live here so it was risky if i had gone out like i wanted to. But it's starting t oget normal again, so was i right to ignore my gut to not go to the hospital. what do you do>