i tried
i tried so hard
i want to accept my mistakes and i dont care about my ego. i just want things to be equal and balanced. and it doesn't matter who i right and who is wrong.
i know tonight was not the time.
i know that the real issue was not what it surfaced as.
is it because we haven't said i love you?
is it because we won't admit it?
or am i dillusional?
is it not at all what it seems?
i thought i had it right this time
i thought i knew what was true and what was not
and even when i was wrong
this time i admitted it.
this time i was willing to say i was wrong.
for u i would do this
u are worth whatever blame necessary
because that blame is no blame at all.

please don't be caught up in my words
please don't attach meaning where there is none
i mean only to say that to you i am willing to say i am wrong
to you i am willing to admit fault
my weakness doesn't hurt so bad in you eyes
yet tonight it burned beyond relief
please tell me i wasn't so wrong
i've grown to know my instincts as true
i trusted
i thought i knew
i feel a fool though i think it was you
who didn't hear me
who didn't see

just give me time
i left thought i struggled with every step
i left
i wanted to go back and embrace
go back and tell you i was wrong
i wasn't wrong
i still want your embrace
please tell me i'm not alone in this place