Starrina... I am sorry your life is so difficult right now. It can't be easy for you. You acknowledge you need help and that is a big step. Since you were in the hospital you must now have some contacts in the mental health scene that you can turn to for help to sort out your questions and behave your way to making better choices. You recognize that your daughter needs counselling so you must know that is what you need too.

Wishing you Well.