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_Sky said:
I wish I'd died instead. I wished I had gone absolutely bezerk!!!!!!!!!!! and crashed my head into a thousand pieces in the stall and fallen to the ground in a bloody dead heap.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> _Sky, We do NOT wish those things for you and are terribly sorry that you are feeling those things right now. It sounds horribly awful to us.

We're glad you are alive We wish there wasn't so much pain and anger to express.....we wish things were easier all around.

respectfully,
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