Thanks Ascension for your kind and very comforting words,
your words are so right, right now I still harbor lots of ill feelings of resentment and anger towards the surgeon that did this. I know that I still have sooooo much T ahead of me to the path to feeling healed. I am anxious about the court end of it, but also believe that my turn will come when I can voice how this has impacted our lives. you never go in for a simple surgery and think you'll come out of it with PTSD.

your post inspired me to fight on.