It is sad to hear that you have such a difficult living arrangement at home and that you feel ganged up on. I commend you on getting yourself prepared for your future as best you can in this situation. I imagine it is hard for them to see you succeed when they are struggling so bad and from the sounds of things you are not too far from being able to stand on your own and then you won't have to worry about it so much. I think it would be good for you see if you can find someone to talk to about your feelings. Also if it is too much for you the way it is now, do you have any extended family that you could reach out to? Grandparents or aunts or uncles? A friends family. The most important thing is to reach out for help if you feel like it's too much. Stay in touch and let us know if we can help in anyway. Be safe.