Ps!! Im sorry I just saw this now,I feel so awful all this has happened to you,I think your very strong ,despite your own pain, you have reached out to help me with my struggles on my issues. Thank you for that, Im always here for you,I may not have much to say because Im messed up emotionally right now,but im here for you my friend , even if all i can do isa online hug.Your a amazing person!