Kiya, did you ever get anything for the anxiety?

As a few others have said, xanax works best for me. And I don't get any sort of high from it, in fact, I was surprised when I first found out it was abused because of that. I have to take mine regularly 3 times a day and my anxiety is still pretty high. I have recently started taking the anti-psychotic navane (its a 1st generation anti-psych-I'm bipolar). It has anxiety relieving properties, so the combo of the 2 has helped a bit more. Its not magic though (dammit, why can't it just be magic???) and I still have a lot of "break through" anxiety almost constantly.