Yes, I ask myself that very question pretty much daily. Alas, no joy so far.

Re: meds, I just started taking Clonazepam/Klonopin and Olanzapine/Zyprexa.

So far my anxiety has become less severe, but I feel very strange in a way I can't really describe, sort of if all that nervous energy has transferred to mania. I've never had much luck with anti-depressant medication; I've done much better on Lamictal.

The thing is, every medication affects people differently but I'm a firm believer that it's important to keep trying since there's a likelihood something will eventually help; therapy will further increase your chances of improvement.

Don't give up. We're all pulling for you.