I had to sit and think about it. You know, I also have a very patchy memory when it involves periods when i was very depressed. If I was normal or mnic atall, like mixed, I have no difficulty remembering. Also, the memory that I lose is the visual; I can't picutre events that took place when i was really depressed, or if I do, it's unclear. Sorry I didn't get to you earlier. Huggs!