It's important that your family members be aware of your depression, but don't necessarily expect all the help and support that you need to come from them. The psychological dynamics of a depression-prone family can be very strange and twisted. Your Dad and others may want very much to help you but they may be so wrapped up in their own problems that they may not have much to offer you right now.

Find an outsider to be your guide and anchor. It might be a next-door neighbor or just about anybody who is kind and decent and has their head on straight. If you seek it out, you absolutely will find the right person to help you.