I have overcome my fear of public transportation, but I still have trouble with anything that requires human interaction.

I still have trouble with supermarkets, the telephone, the doctor, therapists, or making new friends.

Esp. that last one, where I have to show someone the way I AM.

G*d that's so scary.

All my LIFE people have done whatever they wanted to me and with me.

I am so TIRED of being a doormat.

I am now trying to make friends but having trouble keeping them cause when I set boundaries with them, they hate me.

I still don't know what a healthy friendship is.

I am so afraid I am going to die alone!

Billi