My thoughts race through my head. I ride this roller coaster everyday. I have an awful sense of dread for everything. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. One minute I get a little hope, and the next I have none. Been depressed for a couple of weeks, very moody and agiated. I am so tired of this. Take my meds, doing ok have started having tremors in my hands and legs. See doc this week. I try to plan my day but sometimes can't get out of bed. My therapist says to stay positive. I used to love to cook, now everything I cook I burn or it's not done. I feel like I have lost myself. I am not the same person I used to be. I feel guilty, useless and worthless. It seems if you have a good day the next is a bad day! Just trying to cope alot going on. One hurdle after another. Thanks for listening. I just need someone to vent to.