Hopeless,

A good idea is for you to spend some time posting on these forums gaining the support from people in similar situations that you can lean on, it's amazing how connected you can feel and how posting can lead to a couple of hours spent on the computer, and less time shopping, when your shopping is at it's worst. just a thought. If you log the times you spend, perhaps you'll see a solid pattern and can hop on the computer and post to the forums then. I hope you can find a new T in a quick timeframe, I know that's not always easy but good luck.