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Old Jan 19, 2010, 12:25 PM
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Like a very bad dream I can't wake up from. Like a monster inside of me, consuming me from the inside out. Like a merry-go-round that spins my thoughts around until I don't know what to think or what I'm thinking. Like something is sucking the life out of me. Like something is shattering my heart while I race around and try to gather the pieces. Like a heavy fog that settles over me and draps me in confusion. Aching. Dull pain. Dispair. Fatigue. A disinterest. Not caring. Wanting, yearning, desiring, but not having. Wanting to hurt myself. Wanting to die. Wishing to sleep forever. Confusion. Searching. Hiding. Fear. Anxiety. Something. And nothing at all.
Thanks for this!
perpetuallysad, Psyched