thine said it really well, I would describe myself in almost the same way. I would add that I feel like a burden to my husband and a curse on my little boy. I feel uselessness and worthlessness and I feel trapped inside of my mind.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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