((((((berries))))))

You are so strong in fighting everything you have to deal with. Don't feel bad about needing help. That help is there for a reason. I thought I would always be able to completely support myself, but when I went back to school I had to apply for food stamps so that I can eat. While I felt guilty at first about needing the help, I realized over time that, that was what it was for. I hope to be able to use what I learn to help others, but along the way I need help myself. Your goal of volunteering is admirable. Even if it is not a paid position as such, you are helping other people. If all of us (including that rude guy) were willing to help in the ways that we can then the world would be that much better of a place. And part of helping the world is taking care of ourselves. If we don't take care of ourselves then we will never be able to help others. And you already help so many people here on PC.

Lots of hugs for you Berries. I wish that mean man had not said those things to you.