Rebecca,
Numb, confused, jittery, fearfull, hopeless, unfocused, desparate, low, sad, isolated, reclusive, gosh the list goes on. loss of interest, loss of self, I feel like I have totally failed my family, unable, tired, achy, brain fried, overwelmed over the smallest task, unclean, haven't brushed my teeth for days.
you are not suffering alone, and it is crippling suffering and coping with depression.