sweetie you have to do what is best for you.. Not what she says it best..

We have to keep tryign no matter what others say or do..

Yes some people who say the things you are saying as a time line just say that as an attetion getter but I do not see that as you ... I think in your heart of hearts you put that down as a point if you could not be better something has to change and I am hoping that day is going ot be a good day for you not the day...

I want you to be there for all of us after the day as youput is..

Keep trying ok.. We are all here for you and that wont change ok..