OKay, well Im doing this thing now with my friend, barely eating, taking diet supplements and only I puke cause she just can't, its like impossible for her and exercising EXESSSIVELY, Im so sore but i feel so good tho. Ive lost almost 10lbs,. so I don't know if I wanna stop thats the thing, is it bad i got into this and I feel HORRIBLE that im getting my friend back into anorexia, but I can't do it without her....We need the support from eachother, she pushes me, not forcfully but in a supportive way top do things I feel to fat to do....She makes me feel good about myself and I feel absolutely disguted by my selfishness. I just dont know what I shopuld do, I need the support and help, but I know she might be harder to snap out of this anorexia thing than me. :S

I have no feeling to be sad anymore!!!!!! Yay