Some of u may know me already for me misinterpreted issues because I was still figuring out what the hell my stupid problem is.
I went off this site for some months because I would feel perfectly fine at times but the problem woould be in my head.I think about the past incidient everyday:the day when i panickly realized that i couldnt concentrate on my studies because I felt my thoughts went out of control.Ever since that day Ive been lost..........just one thought..and my whole life ruine..wat a curse from god ive been given
Im mad because my exams are nearing and for past 2 years,I think about the same incident everyday,its not letting me study!!I make a new solution everyday but the engery is so overwhelming that i cant bear it.ITS ' obsessive doubts ',ive searched it and no way in hell am i gonna let this ruin my A-LEVEL exams in june.
this stupid prob is so hilarious sometimes that it led me to get 1700 in SAT,and BCC in AS level,if only this stupid thought didnt have to occur everytime i open a book,I woiuld hv vbeen perfecrly all right now!!
Pls dont tell me stuff like see a doc,or u hv issues,it makes me lessen my hope for normality,tell me some tips for short term that could atleast just let me study!!
I know i sound crazy but it wz the only wayyy