Gosh do I understand what your saying! That is exactly how I am. Not the job part but the hiding away and avoiding friends and family. I just want to hide here in my house and just be left alone. The smallest task like going to pick up my daughter at school seems like such a huge task but I do it. I don't want to do anything I used to enjoy. I have talked to my husband and my mom about my depression and they just don't get it. My mom is sympathetic as my dad was manic depresant and had panic attacks. She doesn't know what it feels like but she is compassionate and tries. And I love her for that  . NOBODY else understands what it is like.
I have no reason to be unhappy. NONE. My marriage is pretty good, my kids drive me nuts but there supposed to. Finances are bad but that is it.
Just joining this group has made me feel so much better. Just seeing posts describing exactly how I feel. Knowing I am NOT alone out here.
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