I've been using cutting as a grounding and self-soothing technique since I was 12 (I'm now 27). I completely understand what it's like to know that weapon of choice is nearby and you want to cut so badly that it rips into your soul. I have that problem a lot of times when something goes bad or I just feel bad about something...yet sometimes there is no reason at all.

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