Sanityseeker,
I agree with TheByzantine, you did a fantastic job getting to the hospital for the blood work, and chatted to someone to help distract yourself and ease your anxiety. that was a terrific start, I'm really sorry that the T had to leave and go give someone else a shot. Your feelings are absolutely justified. Making such trips when it's so difficult are so exhausting, I hope you can make up the bad experience with a good time with your son tonight. Sending you a cyber hug.