I realized I didn't explain what "place" I'm in, if it matters. I've been on Lamictal for 2 or three years. I was really well for a little while, but now I'm fubar. It more or less wasn't up to the job anymore. Frustratingly, it was because I was having success at work that I became manic. Well, that plus a lot of unpaid overtime.

By the way, at 14, I got caught the one and only time I shoplifted or I'd have probably done it again. I did do other things I'm too ashamed to admit, but now I've gone the other way and I am now a freak about being honest.

Well, Nuckin, your thread seems to have gotten highjacked. If so, I apologize.

Your current condition gives me hope for mine.